I am at my working limit. It hit me last night and continued wayyyy in to today. I feel like I've drank but I haven't had a drink. It sucks and it makes me hypersensitive. Everything seems worse than it is. One wrong word and I might fall in a heap of crying. I went at lunch for a car nap. Not long enough!
I talked to my 'health educator' today for the first time in a few months, I've mostly been avoiding him because I know I haven't been healthy. We get it free through work. It's basically just phone consultations and what goals we want to reach with our health and how we will do that. I think I avoided him because I haven't wanted to try to make any effort to do that since I am already drained. I don't know if it helped or not, I told him it is even harder now that I don't get to work from home at all. Go right from one place to another and just grab food when I can. Try to pack a lunch but sometimes I don't get to because I am stressed that I might be 'late!' My goal this week is to make to the gym at least once, once, pretty sad since I used to go 4 times. Then that I want to walk Duke. He would love it and it would be good for me.
Well I gotta do some work. Blah.